fuk wit have i done

It was Cheryls cusins party tonight i got kinda drunk and dome some really bad shit fuk wit i'm i going to do fuk fuk fuk .

I hope when i wake up tomoz i forget i pray i do.

Bye FUKKKKK

I'm bored

I'm in Cheryl's just now seconded night staying with her Maxine and i stayed up till 7 am then went to sleep she went home about 11 am me and Cheryl enevr woke up till 5pm so i'm going to be up late tonight.

I'm rather bored Cheryl is listening to ehr mp3 player and i'm missing Michael which is stupid cause i only seen him yesterday i feel as though i'm starting to be clingy i don't want to be clingy. I used to be able to go 4-5 days with out seeing him n i wouldnt really miss him but now i can't even go 2 days without going i want Michael n all that. I talked to my mum about it she gave me two reasons maybe because i was hurt before i didn't want to let myself get close to Michael but now i can't help it or maybe because of my grandad being in hosptail then dieing and baby Kieran being ill just made me not really care about Michaeal. But now Kierans of of hospital and is alot betta shit i was suposed to go up and see him today owell not my fault my mum wanted to go the pub with my dad.But any way i think i'm really starting to like Michael and it's kinda scarying me cause i promised msyelf i would never let myself like some one that much again cause of what Steven done to me.I have to get back in control of my feelings but i can't help but love Michael he's so cute and has the best personality.Hhe makes me so happy and i'm never sad around him i'm always happy :).

And i really bored i've to be home tomoz for 1pm i was supsoed to be home for that time today but i didn't i slept in but when i foned my mum she didn't sound to happy but she says i could stay again if i wnated cause her n my dad r going out/ Omg they are going out i wonder if they r fighting right now they can not go out without fighting they can't do anything without fighting but i guess thats what happens when u've been togitha as long as my mum and dad have.My mums 48 now and she got married to my dad when she just turned 16.Fuck doing naything like that.

Well am gonna go n shag cheryl ,ooo won't that be fun

I feel sick

I'm so nervouse about the prelims just thinking about it now makes me feel sick.
I know i'm going to fail cause i failed everything last. I defo know i'm going to fail english even though that's the class i like but i cant get a grip evaluation and understadning also analyais i'. so crap at close reading.

Well am staying at cheryl's tonight might ask her mum if i can have some vodka to take my mind of it but even if Maggie say's know still take it so eitha way hopefully i'll be a but drunk tonight.

English next i don't want to go he's gonna moan at me i forgot to do my home work hopefully i can make up a really good excuse why i never done it.

Also Michael hasn't been in yesterday or today i hope he's okay.

Man i'm so tired i have only had abt 8 hours sleep since saturday.

This fukin blog thing is shit why the fuck do i write in this mdsnfgfhmgfhk

BYE

Well that was fun

Well on thursday it was my grandads funeral as you already know it it wasn't that bad no one got killed .....like my dad. But my uncle Billy was being a bit of a cunt but any way thats all in the past.

This easter holiday i have planned to go on a camping trip i have talked to Michael about it and thinks it would be good Cheryl thinks it would be fun as well and in May Cheryl and i are going to England to see this guy sam she really like's. Back to the cmaping trip i think lots of people should come and just turn it into one big orgy. I am determind to have sex with a hot random Cheryl and of course Sam if he goes o yeah and Michael :).

It's gonna be so fun if it happens i have to save up my money though so i can buy lots of drink.

O my dad is gonna try and get me a job doing dishes in his work ....... but owell it;s work and i get money wooo.

Over the next week and a half i'm gonna do alot of baby sitting since i have 3 nephews and two neices i should make lots of money . I really wanna babysit Kieran he's so cute I WANT A BABY..... only joking i shall have adopted children when i am 45 after i have finished shagging every nice looking guy in the world.

well gtg bells abt to ring byeeeeeeeee

Tomorow it all starts

Tomorow is my grandads funeral my dad doesn't want to go well that's what he's saying but i know he wants to he just doesn't want to go cause of his brothers.
Cause they are theiving cunts who deserve to die a slow and painful death.
I really feel sorry for my dad just now i never thought i loved my dad but i relise now i do i know he's done alot of bad stuff in his life to my mum and sisters but well he hasn't done anything bad to me so why should i hate him???.

My grandads death has brought my dad and i alot closer i can actually talk to him now i've never done that before. But my dads brothers and my aunt Edith ahhh they are all after my grandads money and they are saying my uncle Malcom stole money of my grandad when he was alive but he didn't it was probably my aunt Edith who stole his money she was the one who was looking after him. She isn't even my grandads real daughter she's adopted well.... shes still family cause she was my grans sisters daughter but my grans sister couldnt look after her cause she was a prostitute....... and an alcoholic well so i've been told by my parents.

But any way am kinda looking forward to tomorow to see my uncle Alan he's my dad's younger brother him and my dad hate each other now i don't know why though my uncle Alan is the only one out of my dads brothers that i know even though he was a complete ass to my mum but i miss him. Omg i never relised the Mckechnie family is so big there is hunners of them most of them r junki bastards though well that's what my dad say's....... but i will be meeting most of them tomorow. I wonder if i'll cry tomorow at the funeral well crimation i never cryed on friday when i found out i was a bit sad but i was hiding it i stayed at Michaels on friday and one minute i would be dead happy n really hyper then the next .... not i don't think Michael noticed though good... .

I want a hug really bad.

OOOO going to dye my hair tonight hopefully purple instead of this fukin ginger colour i have .

well....

bye

Velia go converse

Here i am once again stuck in this stupid class room i wish it was all pretend fading away infornt of my blue eye's.

ahhhhh jewish

I am so fukin bored bored bored bored bored bored jesus!!!

Hahaha imagin getting stoned with jesus that would be so kool.

Flying monkeys ahhh run for life's children U MIGHT DIE!!!!!!!!.

lIONS N TIGER N BEARS O MI.

porn porn porn porn porn porn porn porn......... i'm a real boy.

mmmmmm i'm horny i want sex....... sexxxx goooooooooood!!!

Who ever doesn't like sex i will slap u with my cock when i become a man.

i've become so numb i can't feel u there ebcome so tired but so much awke blah blha blah owahhh terrible me forget a linkin park song edith slap ur self on face u should ashamed of urself girl and u say u r a linkin park fan tusk....!!!!

Mahn poor bored canny wait till skool finished mahn uhhhhh......

Bye fukin fukers u no i luve u no plz mr killer noo o is a condom i see????? Lets use yet yeah!!!!

do a lil dance make a lil lvoe get down to night get down to night ....... run forest run ruuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuunn forest.

bye

Life is getting worse!!!!!!!!

Well on the 19th of december my nephew kieran was born but he nearly died so did my sister but she is fine now kieran is still in hospital but will be getting out this week or next.....hopefully.

Also on friday morning my grandad died :(... he was 82 years old so.... well he had a good life i think.

The thing i find scary about this two weeks before Kieran was born my grandad was in hospital then he got out then Kieran was born n then last week he went back into hopital then died on friday and now Kieran is getting alot better.
I think my grandad was meant to die to save Kieran i know that sounds stupid but thats the way it looks to me.

My birthday was amzin i got so drunk i can't really remember anything apart from the stuff i've been told i also got my nipple periced woooooo :).

Well i'm away need to do some work got exams next week.

bye