O shit

Well it was valentine's day on tuesday and i duno it didn't feel like it was at all i thought it would be more fun and feel more a duno...... better any way.

I feel as though i made such a fool of myself infornt of Michael cause i got Drunk and i acted really fucking stupid and i said and done some things i didn't mean .

Am not syaing vday was complettly shit i enjoyed spending the day with Michael but i just felt as though somthing was missing and i really don't know what it was.

I'm so feed up just now nothing is exciting and i really want a fucking job sooo badly.
I couldn't even get Michael a good Vday present a DvD and a t-shirt not really good for vday is it.

I have no fucking money at all my mum has stopped giving me money she says im tkaing the piss.

Well gonna go hav eto write stupid fucking notes from multimedia booklet thing.

cya x