Saturday, March 18, 2006

Don't you hate it when your trying to be nice to someone and they just fuck you in the ass for it.
I've been finding that latley most people are acting like that.So maybe I should just turn into a pure bitch and snap at every one and be all mean and moanie all the time and see how they fucking like it.

The thing is though I don't think I could do that cause it's not in my personality, I know I can be a right bitch sometimes but I can't make myself be one.

Maybe it's just me thinking everyone is being like that, recently i've been feeling really down and I wonder if that has anything to do with it. I feel as though something is missing I just seem to have this big empty gap.

Maybe it's cause the exams are closer and I know i'm gonna fail cause that all i'm god at is FAILING!!.

Well bye gonna go n drown my sorrows in hot chocolate

Saturday, March 04, 2006

Why o Why

Why do people seem to always hurt the ones they love?

I seem to hurt everyone I love Mum,dad,sisters also friends and the worst of them all boyfriends.I can't have a boyfriend without hurting them I don't know why that is but it's going to stop.

Have you ever been so scared in falling inlove with someone you push yourself away from them or have you ever cheated on your boyfriend or girlfriend more than once and told them and then they tell you that they don't have any trust in you and suddently you realise how much of a fucking bitch you are. But the terrible thing is you actually really do love this person but you hurt them and now the question is do they still love you even though they say they do but do they mean it.?

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Owell..........

Michael blythe i love you so much(L)

FOREVER and ALWAYS

Why o Why

Why do people seem to always hurt the ones they love?

I seem to hurt everyone I love Mum,dad,sisters also friends and the worst of them all boyfriends.I can't have a boyfriend without hurting them I don't know why that is but it's going to stop.

Have you ever been so scared in falling inlove with someone you push yourself away from them or have you ever cheated on your boyfriend or girlfriend more than once and told them and then they tell you that they don't have any trust in you and suddently you realise how much of a fucking bitch you are. But the terrible thing is you actually really do love this person but you hurt them and now the question is do they still love you even though they say they do but do they mean it.?

:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

Owell..........

Michael blythe i love you so much(L)

FOREVER and ALWAYS