Getting along.....?
Right i've accepted me and Michael aren't going to get back together I still love him of course..... but i'm not as heart broken as I thought I would be. When I see him I do get a weird feeling in my chest and my stomach feels all weird I don't know what that feeling is though i've never had it before.
Michael and I are still going to be friends :) I would rather have him as a friend than nothing at all I hope this friendship will work out though. Michael has been a really good friend and boyfriend over the last 8 months but I hope the good friend part stays. Because over the last 8 months Michael has become my best friend I could tell him anything I completly trusted him and I hope I can still and I hope he wouldn't mind me confinding in him.
The really weird thing is...... i've already got feelings for someone else I thought it would take me ages to get over Michael. It was just last night I realised it was actually over between me and him when we talked on msn after me being so pathetic . So I guess I must have just let him go I wont say I don't love him because I do ALOT. But I knew Michael and I wouldn't last that long I even said to him a few month back we will most likely brake up about summer time and guess what?? WE DID lol.
But anyway bsck to the person I have feelings for I aint going to write his name down (If u read this person i like u will most likely know i'm talking abt you) i've liked him before and i'm sure he said once he liked me to but he didn't want to come in between me and Michael...... but that could have just been a dream lol . He's been a really good friend over the last year even though we have never hanged out or really spoke to each other in person but I feel I can tell him anything and he's so nice and inoccent.... I think.
He's kind off like a big brother to me for some reason I call him that lol. But my feelings for him have got quite strong over the last few days. Though i'm scared to do anything incase I scare him away lol since he's really shy.
But owell ( well Edith best luck and hope your frienship goes well with Michael also all the best with this person you like) lol.
Well bye bye my dear blogness *kisses* lol
Michael and I are still going to be friends :) I would rather have him as a friend than nothing at all I hope this friendship will work out though. Michael has been a really good friend and boyfriend over the last 8 months but I hope the good friend part stays. Because over the last 8 months Michael has become my best friend I could tell him anything I completly trusted him and I hope I can still and I hope he wouldn't mind me confinding in him.
The really weird thing is...... i've already got feelings for someone else I thought it would take me ages to get over Michael. It was just last night I realised it was actually over between me and him when we talked on msn after me being so pathetic . So I guess I must have just let him go I wont say I don't love him because I do ALOT. But I knew Michael and I wouldn't last that long I even said to him a few month back we will most likely brake up about summer time and guess what?? WE DID lol.
But anyway bsck to the person I have feelings for I aint going to write his name down (If u read this person i like u will most likely know i'm talking abt you) i've liked him before and i'm sure he said once he liked me to but he didn't want to come in between me and Michael...... but that could have just been a dream lol . He's been a really good friend over the last year even though we have never hanged out or really spoke to each other in person but I feel I can tell him anything and he's so nice and inoccent.... I think.
He's kind off like a big brother to me for some reason I call him that lol. But my feelings for him have got quite strong over the last few days. Though i'm scared to do anything incase I scare him away lol since he's really shy.
But owell ( well Edith best luck and hope your frienship goes well with Michael also all the best with this person you like) lol.
Well bye bye my dear blogness *kisses* lol
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